you know you can’t feel more insane when you’re jealous of a drawn picture.
getting harder to belive in anything.
I don’t want to get better.
It feels too good. The painbloodeverything.
How come everyone else sees it as something bad?
Sometimes I feel so fucking helpless.
I haven’t cut recently….
my girlfriend won’t let me.
But I really miss the pain. The blood. The everything.
i’m also not one of those people who wants to get better.
I guess i should start out with something not cliche, even though this is going to be. I’m one of those people who hate themselves, just to let you (if there is a “you”) know.
